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How can you compare other people with me ... While you have never felt what I am, how difficult I am, what I suffer, what I do, what I do not have to do and what I must do, you think that I am good, as good as what people say ... Ask me why, I am here to live, not die, I am here to fulfill my need not to gather into a mountain, because it will not be brought to death ... You guys do not know I have to go early in the morning for dinner, do you ignore that? I was very angry when you said that to me without having to know what I suffered here, you can only compare with other people I am sad that I am devastated, what I give to you is countless in your eyes, in your eyes I am useless ... I am emotional, it feels like I don't want to get to know you guys, your treatment is the same as that of a child ... Why do you have to say sentences that must hurt my heart ... Do you know that in order to survive in this big city, there are many obstacles that I must overcome, even if I continue to struggle for a bite of rice, no work, no wages ... I do not want to be like other people, this is my own self with my thoughts, I who live this life I will also feel someday ,, Please don't say that to me if you don't know my life It really bothers my mind And please don't compare myself to others just because I don't produce what you want !!!